I believe that love is powerful. I believe that if you love someone you should be honest with that person and be completely dedicated to them. I believe that love is painful even when you split up with each other your heart drops and you lose your breath. And don’t know what to do. I believe that saying I love you is hard to do. I believe that you should have a commitment before you tell them you trust them. And all that stuff. I believe that love is a one time thing meaning that you will only have a certain feeling for one person.
I believe that love is very confusing like a summer’s rain. What I mean by that is in the summer it’s suppose to be hot not cold and rainy. I believe that love should be for ever and always. I believe that love is crazy the way it works. But in some ways it’s a good thing because you can learn new things from that. I believe that when you tell the one you were with that you will be alright. Deep down inside your lying too you’re self. And at that moment you don’t want to tell them the truth I know I felt that before.
I believe that heart ache is difficult to deal with. When I have that feeling I don’t know what to do. I think the only I can do is sit in a dark room and cry like theirs no tomorrow. I just want to be away from everyone go too a secret spot and hope and pray that my heart ache will go away and that my days will get better.
Friday, July 18, 2008
I Believe in Music
I believe that music can really effect your life it just depends on what music you listen to like me. I listen to nickel back, my chemical romance, three doors down, flyleaf simple plan, paramore, pink and other music. Because of this music I do great in school I have great friends. But I believe that If your depressed this music will not make you happy it will keep you depressed. But I listen to this music so I don’t blame any one. In a twisted way it kind of helps. But when I want to be in a dancy mood I listen to one republic,cute is what we aim for ,Sara baralies,boys like girls,avril lavine,creed,and other music. I believe that if you listen to sad music you will be sad. If you listen to all music you will be random like me. If you listen to happy music you will always be happy I believe music has helped me in so many ways. It just depends on what music you listen to.
When I first moved to Orem I was sad bratty mean. I started to listen to music and knew every time I had music I was ok to do any thing my mom wanted me to do. I believe that if there was no music no one would do any thing life would just be boring.
When I first moved to Orem I was sad bratty mean. I started to listen to music and knew every time I had music I was ok to do any thing my mom wanted me to do. I believe that if there was no music no one would do any thing life would just be boring.
Native Pride
This I believe because native pride is what I was taught since day 1 really young being strong and believing in myself as a youngin as the next native warrior the next chief coming for my people ready to fight this is what I believe in my native pride my culture my traditions
My Religion I believe in myself what I was raised to believe.
My Religion I believe in myself what I was raised to believe.
I Believe in ...
One of the things I believe in is school. The reason I choose school is because you need school in life. In life you need to have a good education to get a good job. School also teaches you a lot of things that are really useful in life. If you drop out of school you will regret that you drop out later in life.
Another thing that I believe in is work. The reasons I choose this one is because you need to work in life. Work is also good for helping you out in life by getting you food a house and a bunch of other stuff. Work also keeps you out of trouble. If you don’t have a job then most likely you will not succeed in life some people might but more that half that do not have a job will not make it.
I believe in money. I believe in money is because you need money for every thing. If you don’t have money then you will not have a house or food. If you don’t have money then you wont be able to pay rent. This is where a job will come in handy so you can get money.
I believe in happiness. If you don’t have happiness in your life then you will not have a good life. Happiness is the key to life I think but some people may not think so they think that money is the key to life but if you are not happy then how are you supposed to have money. Happiness is also the key to have a good day I have learned that if you are mad or sad the day will not be as good. If you are happy then the day will be good.
Another thing that I believe in is work. The reasons I choose this one is because you need to work in life. Work is also good for helping you out in life by getting you food a house and a bunch of other stuff. Work also keeps you out of trouble. If you don’t have a job then most likely you will not succeed in life some people might but more that half that do not have a job will not make it.
I believe in money. I believe in money is because you need money for every thing. If you don’t have money then you will not have a house or food. If you don’t have money then you wont be able to pay rent. This is where a job will come in handy so you can get money.
I believe in happiness. If you don’t have happiness in your life then you will not have a good life. Happiness is the key to life I think but some people may not think so they think that money is the key to life but if you are not happy then how are you supposed to have money. Happiness is also the key to have a good day I have learned that if you are mad or sad the day will not be as good. If you are happy then the day will be good.
I Believe
I believe music is powerful especially the lyrics if you listen to the artist you can tell what’s going through the writers head at the time and how they are feeling. For example, Eminem he uses his real experiences to get the attention of the younger listeners and it helps most of them with their problems.
Music is Emotional because if you listen to Amanda Perez’s song “Why,” she talks about how her life was okay then it was turned around by love and how she just wants it all to end and how the guy she’s with is always locked up and how he’s a player. A song that has helped me the last couple of days is a song by Amanda Perez called “Why” she talks about how she has kids and her boyfriend is always locked up and how she just keeps giving him more chances to change and she knows that he’s sleeping around and isn’t staying faithful. That what’s been going on in my life my boyfriend is the same as any other guy and I feel that any girl who feels this way should listen to her cause it has helped me so much.
Music is Inspiring because the writer tells them that if they just hold on even if it might be hard that everything will work out and it will be okay you just have to be patient and never give up.
Music is calming because if you are mad or something all you have to do is listen to something that talks about how you feel and then you know that you’re not the only one that’s going through it and you’re never alone. For example, one song that is powerful to me is Eminem’s “Stan” and how he is like obsessed with him and he doesn’t listen to his wife and over reacts then before he kills himself and his girlfriend he realizes that he has no reason to but its to late.
I think that if everyone would just listen to the lyrics to a song you can feel what’s going on in the song. One more song that has helped me is “can’t be saved” because josh says, “One day I’ll wake up and realize it’s just a big lie and that I’ll get over it by myself with out you and your lies.”
I believe that if you let music be apart of your life then you will be able to get out the way you are feeling and never have to hold it and feel like you are alone.
Music is Emotional because if you listen to Amanda Perez’s song “Why,” she talks about how her life was okay then it was turned around by love and how she just wants it all to end and how the guy she’s with is always locked up and how he’s a player. A song that has helped me the last couple of days is a song by Amanda Perez called “Why” she talks about how she has kids and her boyfriend is always locked up and how she just keeps giving him more chances to change and she knows that he’s sleeping around and isn’t staying faithful. That what’s been going on in my life my boyfriend is the same as any other guy and I feel that any girl who feels this way should listen to her cause it has helped me so much.
Music is Inspiring because the writer tells them that if they just hold on even if it might be hard that everything will work out and it will be okay you just have to be patient and never give up.
Music is calming because if you are mad or something all you have to do is listen to something that talks about how you feel and then you know that you’re not the only one that’s going through it and you’re never alone. For example, one song that is powerful to me is Eminem’s “Stan” and how he is like obsessed with him and he doesn’t listen to his wife and over reacts then before he kills himself and his girlfriend he realizes that he has no reason to but its to late.
I think that if everyone would just listen to the lyrics to a song you can feel what’s going on in the song. One more song that has helped me is “can’t be saved” because josh says, “One day I’ll wake up and realize it’s just a big lie and that I’ll get over it by myself with out you and your lies.”
I believe that if you let music be apart of your life then you will be able to get out the way you are feeling and never have to hold it and feel like you are alone.
Family
Family been together no matter what good or bad stand next to each other love them respect them be happy we go thru suffering hard times but we stand up and keep our head up real hi we all go thru a change.
Peace we kick back at the house and invite friends have the family around just chill fill were in the freedom of this life even though were really not there’s a lots of reasons I say this but when your around your family I tell you what enjoy them because you never know what could happen from you going out with your friends the worst thing can happen from you just going to the store just kick back with family n help them change kick it with them be free love them and when u make a mistake man up to it don’t run away from it make your self responsible for it.
Peace we kick back at the house and invite friends have the family around just chill fill were in the freedom of this life even though were really not there’s a lots of reasons I say this but when your around your family I tell you what enjoy them because you never know what could happen from you going out with your friends the worst thing can happen from you just going to the store just kick back with family n help them change kick it with them be free love them and when u make a mistake man up to it don’t run away from it make your self responsible for it.
Everything is Art
I believe that every thing is art just like Jackson Pollock said that art is the life of the color and the way you feel. When I think about how I feel, when I feel good my art becomes better. Also there a lot of things that can be said about just feeling you have. There’s not one person that can’t do art because anything is art we just don’t know. Along as you feel feelings of your own then you are the art that you’re feeling. It’s believable only if you believe the best of it. Also the way art has help me is not bad but really good on the in side because it lets me show the inside of me in a different that hard to show. All my life it has made a better way of the colors I look at. The way of art is like the way we live and the way we live is the ways were going to die.
Religion is an Excuse
I believe that religion is a scandal. It’s something that people have come up with to justify their actions. God? Really? Some big guy in the sky said “I want this” and so it was done? As if. We all live the same life. We all know that just because we say
“I want this to happen” doesn’t mean it shall be. I mean really, in the first chapter of the Bible, it says, “And God said, Let there be light: and there was light.” It’s not probable. And what kind of idiot believes that stuff? Ha.
As I first said, people use religion as a way to justify their action. From the ancient Mayan nations to modern day life, people have been killing in “the name of God”. What is this? As long as you throw god into the mix and the majority believes in your god then it’s ok? I believe that people also use religion as a way to excuse their prejudices. God made the white man to be superior, god made Adam and Eve not Adam and Steve. This religion is the true religion, that religion is the true religion. You know what people? If it’s all true and there’s “real evidence” then why doesn’t everybody believe it?
You know what, I don’t even care. The only thing that bothers me is when people look down on others for their beliefs. And if it weren’t for religion, they wouldn’t do it. Now, am I looking down on people for believing in something I think is false? Nope. Just voicing my opinion.
“I want this to happen” doesn’t mean it shall be. I mean really, in the first chapter of the Bible, it says, “And God said, Let there be light: and there was light.” It’s not probable. And what kind of idiot believes that stuff? Ha.
As I first said, people use religion as a way to justify their action. From the ancient Mayan nations to modern day life, people have been killing in “the name of God”. What is this? As long as you throw god into the mix and the majority believes in your god then it’s ok? I believe that people also use religion as a way to excuse their prejudices. God made the white man to be superior, god made Adam and Eve not Adam and Steve. This religion is the true religion, that religion is the true religion. You know what people? If it’s all true and there’s “real evidence” then why doesn’t everybody believe it?
You know what, I don’t even care. The only thing that bothers me is when people look down on others for their beliefs. And if it weren’t for religion, they wouldn’t do it. Now, am I looking down on people for believing in something I think is false? Nope. Just voicing my opinion.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Motherhood
I believe in motherhood because I’m going to be a mother soon. I cannot believe some girls want abortion cause they have sex, for some reason you are to stupid not use a condom. I know that I cannot say anything but my baby is still living what about yours, I don’t think so. But think about it, there is a lot of youth teens out there that are pregnant or they want to get pregnant cause they love this guy, and they think he’s going to be in your life for along time but honey, when you tell the boy that you are pregnant the first thing they are going to say is you slept around or its not mine. So you get mad and you go to the doctor to get an abortion or if you say that you want to keep it. He will say if you love me you will get an abortion so you do it just for him. But you know what, I am happy that I still have my baby boy I know that I’m still a little girl but it was my responsibility for my actions. I can have someone to love and he’s going to love me back. You don’t need this stupid boy who just wants sex from you. I’m going to be a good mother and no one is going to tell me different. But sometimes I feel that someone is going to take him away form me, but it’s not going to happen I will fight hard to keep him.
You Need Love and Honesty in Your Life
I believe that there is honesty, forgiveness, love, and happiness in every person, so I will start with honesty if there was no honesty in the world the world would be hell. Anyways in your life you are supposed to be honest because that is the right thing to do.
Forgiveness is another thing I believe in is because if you never forgave anyone in your life it will bother you for your whole entire life. Happiness is a feeling that you have in yourself that always comes out whenever you want it to. I think there is forgiveness in every body even if it is a little and just think you maybe could have done something that you lost a lot of trust, but most of the time it is forgiving.
Another thing I believe in is love because love is a feeling you have for someone like your family like a girl or maybe even a friend, but most of the time it’ just for family. It can also be a powerful feeling and without it you would probably be miserable, like when you love someone like a girlfriend it really means something to her, but also without love in the world would be a very bad place.
Now the last thing I believe in is happiness because it is one of those feelings that you have and you like it a lot so without any happiness in the world, it would not be a happy place. So while you are happy you like to do happy things or think happy thoughts, so everyone needs to be happy in there life, because if they don’t there life is going to be a horrible life.
Forgiveness is another thing I believe in is because if you never forgave anyone in your life it will bother you for your whole entire life. Happiness is a feeling that you have in yourself that always comes out whenever you want it to. I think there is forgiveness in every body even if it is a little and just think you maybe could have done something that you lost a lot of trust, but most of the time it is forgiving.
Another thing I believe in is love because love is a feeling you have for someone like your family like a girl or maybe even a friend, but most of the time it’ just for family. It can also be a powerful feeling and without it you would probably be miserable, like when you love someone like a girlfriend it really means something to her, but also without love in the world would be a very bad place.
Now the last thing I believe in is happiness because it is one of those feelings that you have and you like it a lot so without any happiness in the world, it would not be a happy place. So while you are happy you like to do happy things or think happy thoughts, so everyone needs to be happy in there life, because if they don’t there life is going to be a horrible life.
I Believe in This
Self determination plays a big role in my life I’ve had to work hard the last couple years. And I really had to push myself to do it no one else can take credit for what I’ve done. I don’t want to sound selfish but I did it myself. I’ve been in the system locked up for two years I had to do what I could to get out. I have had great grades and worked my but off and it all paid off ill be graduating this year I would have never done it if I didn’t get in trouble.
Respect is another big part of my life I never used to respect anybody not even myself I resorted to drugs because I felt that’s all I needed. Respect has to be earned before you get it that’s what a lot of people need to figure out. I don’t respect people unless they show it too. Now I respect a lot of people I have met a lot of new people that have helped me down my path of success. Teachers, principal Doug, my friends in and out of summit, my parents, proctor parents. I have a lot of respect for these people. Without their help who knows where I would be probably locked up.
Responsibility I’ve had more responsibility these last couple years than most teenage kids do. I’ve had to get good grades, work at a job, therapy, homework, program packets, And more than that it’s crazy. But it helped me grow into a nice young man I admit im not perfect and im going to screw up wether it’s serious or not. Everyone screws up now and then.
Love I used to not believe in this but now I know its real. my girl shayli has always been there she stayed with me when I was locked up and in a proctor home. I broke up with her after a little while of being in the proctor home. I didn’t feel it was fair to her she never got to see me she told me she loved me and she didn’t want anyone else and wouldn’t date anyone else, I didn’t believe her I told her you will find someone else. Well I dated other people but I always ran back to shayli. And im out of the program now and she still hasn’t dated anyone else. We are just getting back together. And we are both graduating this year and hopefully gonna move on through life together. She is amazing and means the world to me. I don’t understand why she does this for me being alone without me just to wait so that’s how I know this is love.
Respect is another big part of my life I never used to respect anybody not even myself I resorted to drugs because I felt that’s all I needed. Respect has to be earned before you get it that’s what a lot of people need to figure out. I don’t respect people unless they show it too. Now I respect a lot of people I have met a lot of new people that have helped me down my path of success. Teachers, principal Doug, my friends in and out of summit, my parents, proctor parents. I have a lot of respect for these people. Without their help who knows where I would be probably locked up.
Responsibility I’ve had more responsibility these last couple years than most teenage kids do. I’ve had to get good grades, work at a job, therapy, homework, program packets, And more than that it’s crazy. But it helped me grow into a nice young man I admit im not perfect and im going to screw up wether it’s serious or not. Everyone screws up now and then.
Love I used to not believe in this but now I know its real. my girl shayli has always been there she stayed with me when I was locked up and in a proctor home. I broke up with her after a little while of being in the proctor home. I didn’t feel it was fair to her she never got to see me she told me she loved me and she didn’t want anyone else and wouldn’t date anyone else, I didn’t believe her I told her you will find someone else. Well I dated other people but I always ran back to shayli. And im out of the program now and she still hasn’t dated anyone else. We are just getting back together. And we are both graduating this year and hopefully gonna move on through life together. She is amazing and means the world to me. I don’t understand why she does this for me being alone without me just to wait so that’s how I know this is love.
Keys to My Life
I believe in freedom. I believe in pride. I believe in forgiveness. I believe in change. Most importantly I believe in being a better person. I believe in these things because these are some of the most important and close things to my heart. These things help me to reach the highest that I possibly can in life.
Freedom is what America is built upon. It has been earned and paid for by my forefather’s sweat blood and tears. The price alone makes it valuable to me. I value the ability to choose my own destiny through my actions and choices. I am my own person. I am opinionated and state my thoughts and beliefs. Freedom allows me to do these things while being who I am. America is beautiful.
I believe in pride. I am a prideful person; both in good ways and bad. My pride is what gets me up in the morning to fight another day. Without it I wouldn’t be strong enough to stand up to make the right choices.
I believe in forgiveness. I am far from perfect and will make mistakes throughout my life. With this in mind, through making things right and asking forgiveness from those I have wronged and my Heavenly Father, I know I can move on. Forgiveness also helps me to work on my own shortcomings like the bad side of my pride. Through forgiveness I can put myself in the situation to help others. I forgive others because no one is unworthy.
I believe in change. I realize there are many things I need to work on. I want to meet and marry an amazing girl. I know I need to offer the same thing to be deserving of that. I need to change to be that person. I also need to change to overcome the challenges I have created for myself.
I believe in being a better person. If I do the things and further the things I have said above I will be a better person. I will be able to stand in the face of those who judge me and know that I am right. I will be deserving of forgiveness. I will be a stronger tool in the hands of my Lord. As one of my favorite songs say “How can I keep this gift to myself when I can lift somebody else?” I will keep this in mind and strive to be in a position to lift someone else.
This I believe.
Freedom is what America is built upon. It has been earned and paid for by my forefather’s sweat blood and tears. The price alone makes it valuable to me. I value the ability to choose my own destiny through my actions and choices. I am my own person. I am opinionated and state my thoughts and beliefs. Freedom allows me to do these things while being who I am. America is beautiful.
I believe in pride. I am a prideful person; both in good ways and bad. My pride is what gets me up in the morning to fight another day. Without it I wouldn’t be strong enough to stand up to make the right choices.
I believe in forgiveness. I am far from perfect and will make mistakes throughout my life. With this in mind, through making things right and asking forgiveness from those I have wronged and my Heavenly Father, I know I can move on. Forgiveness also helps me to work on my own shortcomings like the bad side of my pride. Through forgiveness I can put myself in the situation to help others. I forgive others because no one is unworthy.
I believe in change. I realize there are many things I need to work on. I want to meet and marry an amazing girl. I know I need to offer the same thing to be deserving of that. I need to change to be that person. I also need to change to overcome the challenges I have created for myself.
I believe in being a better person. If I do the things and further the things I have said above I will be a better person. I will be able to stand in the face of those who judge me and know that I am right. I will be deserving of forgiveness. I will be a stronger tool in the hands of my Lord. As one of my favorite songs say “How can I keep this gift to myself when I can lift somebody else?” I will keep this in mind and strive to be in a position to lift someone else.
This I believe.
Mind Over Matter
I believe in mind over matter. This I believe in because if you put your mind to it, you can do anything you want… as long as it is legal of course. Most people think that things that they want to do are hard. I think that as long as you have a good mentality about your goals, you can accomplish them.
I know of some people who think that they can’t do anything. Many people just don’t have their minds set to what they want to accomplish in life. To believe in mind over matter is to have control over yourself… well to me that’s what it is. I think if you don’t have control in yourself you can’t really believe in mind over matter because you don’t have control over your mind.
There are a couple examples in my life that I can tell you about that have to do with mind over matter. One experience that I have had was with my problem with going to school. Going to school was always a problem for me because of how boring it is sometimes. I didn’t care about school much until I saw that if I didn’t go to school and graduate I would be working really hard all day everyday. But now that I accepted that going to school actually gets you somewhere in life, I come to school everyday and get my work done so that I can have a good job and live a good life in the future.
In this I believe because if you really want something, and you put your mind to it, you can do anything you want. Take my experience as an example. Set a goal for yourself and put your mind to it and I know that you will do it, no matter what it is you can do it!
I know of some people who think that they can’t do anything. Many people just don’t have their minds set to what they want to accomplish in life. To believe in mind over matter is to have control over yourself… well to me that’s what it is. I think if you don’t have control in yourself you can’t really believe in mind over matter because you don’t have control over your mind.
There are a couple examples in my life that I can tell you about that have to do with mind over matter. One experience that I have had was with my problem with going to school. Going to school was always a problem for me because of how boring it is sometimes. I didn’t care about school much until I saw that if I didn’t go to school and graduate I would be working really hard all day everyday. But now that I accepted that going to school actually gets you somewhere in life, I come to school everyday and get my work done so that I can have a good job and live a good life in the future.
In this I believe because if you really want something, and you put your mind to it, you can do anything you want. Take my experience as an example. Set a goal for yourself and put your mind to it and I know that you will do it, no matter what it is you can do it!
My Life
I believe in happiness because happiness is a good feeling and when you’re down you can think of something happy like something funny that cheers you up or do something that can cheer you up. When I’m down or feeling sad I listen to music because it makes me happy and it gets the sad feelings out.
Another thing that you can do is play with your dog or your cat and have them do tricks or teach them new things and that could make you happy.
One thing that makes me happy is building with wood or Lego’s and I build something big and it gets my mind off of that sad feeling.
Another experience that makes me happy is when I play the guitar. When I play the guitar it helps me think about what I’m trying to play. Like last weekend I was feeling down because I didn’t get to participate in the super Saturday activity so I played the guitar and I didn’t think about the activity at all because my mind was on the one thing that I was doing.
Without happiness in the world everyone would be down and depressed and wouldn’t want to do anything and everyone would be sitting around not dong anything and would be boring there whole life.
When you’re happy you get excited and want to just run around and be cheerful. When I’m happy and I’m with my cousin I get excited and I want to run and play around. I get cheerful so easily. When I went to Disneyland and to California I was so excited and my grandma told me to be a good role model and I wasn’t. I was to excited for being in Disneyland.
One thing that really makes me happy is listening to good music and it helps me because when I’m down or unhappy I just listen to music and it cheers me up.
Another thing that you can do is play with your dog or your cat and have them do tricks or teach them new things and that could make you happy.
One thing that makes me happy is building with wood or Lego’s and I build something big and it gets my mind off of that sad feeling.
Another experience that makes me happy is when I play the guitar. When I play the guitar it helps me think about what I’m trying to play. Like last weekend I was feeling down because I didn’t get to participate in the super Saturday activity so I played the guitar and I didn’t think about the activity at all because my mind was on the one thing that I was doing.
Without happiness in the world everyone would be down and depressed and wouldn’t want to do anything and everyone would be sitting around not dong anything and would be boring there whole life.
When you’re happy you get excited and want to just run around and be cheerful. When I’m happy and I’m with my cousin I get excited and I want to run and play around. I get cheerful so easily. When I went to Disneyland and to California I was so excited and my grandma told me to be a good role model and I wasn’t. I was to excited for being in Disneyland.
One thing that really makes me happy is listening to good music and it helps me because when I’m down or unhappy I just listen to music and it cheers me up.
Change
This I Believe
We have all made mistakes, but have you ever made a mistake that will always be on your mind? I have and I want to write to say mistakes are opportunies to see our past and change our future. I have made so many mistakes and have been judged for what I did, I’ll tell you that’s what hurts the most. I always keep in mind that my mistakes or others do not equal who we are, it equals a chance to change and not do it again.
When I was seventeen, just a few days after Thanksgiving Day, I ended up in an argument with my mom about were I was going to move my room to either stay down stairs or move into a smaller room upstairs.
My mom’s boyfriend ended up over hearing the conversation, and jumped into the middle of it. I ended up getting over heated and angry. The conversation started getting really heavy and worse. So I left the house. I jumped into my truck and sped out of the drive way. I ended up getting emotional because I felt my mom was choosing her boyfriend over me. I stopped a few blocks away from the house and ended up turning around. I pulled into the drive a few inches from hitting my mom’s car.
I walked into the house and started yelling at him. Few minutes later he commented back to my mom saying to her “it’s him or me.” I heard those words and completely lost control.
It has been six months now and I have made the worst mistake of my life. I have lost my mom because I got into a fight with her boyfriend over words that meant nothing, because I knew my mom loved me now matter what guy she is with or what words he has said. I should have been the bigger man and just kept driving.
Any mistake you have made-remember the mistake is not who you are. It’s how you fix it and who you will become. So always be the bigger person and think there is always a chance to be different than a family member or a close friend. Take the opportunity and take that chance to see the past and change your future.
We have all made mistakes, but have you ever made a mistake that will always be on your mind? I have and I want to write to say mistakes are opportunies to see our past and change our future. I have made so many mistakes and have been judged for what I did, I’ll tell you that’s what hurts the most. I always keep in mind that my mistakes or others do not equal who we are, it equals a chance to change and not do it again.
When I was seventeen, just a few days after Thanksgiving Day, I ended up in an argument with my mom about were I was going to move my room to either stay down stairs or move into a smaller room upstairs.
My mom’s boyfriend ended up over hearing the conversation, and jumped into the middle of it. I ended up getting over heated and angry. The conversation started getting really heavy and worse. So I left the house. I jumped into my truck and sped out of the drive way. I ended up getting emotional because I felt my mom was choosing her boyfriend over me. I stopped a few blocks away from the house and ended up turning around. I pulled into the drive a few inches from hitting my mom’s car.
I walked into the house and started yelling at him. Few minutes later he commented back to my mom saying to her “it’s him or me.” I heard those words and completely lost control.
It has been six months now and I have made the worst mistake of my life. I have lost my mom because I got into a fight with her boyfriend over words that meant nothing, because I knew my mom loved me now matter what guy she is with or what words he has said. I should have been the bigger man and just kept driving.
Any mistake you have made-remember the mistake is not who you are. It’s how you fix it and who you will become. So always be the bigger person and think there is always a chance to be different than a family member or a close friend. Take the opportunity and take that chance to see the past and change your future.
I believe in Change
Have you ever failed at something? Because I have and just because you fail at something does not mean to give up and not to try anymore. Because when you do fail at something it will help you learn WHAT NOT TO DO AND WHAT TO DO. I THINK THAT IN TRYING NEW things you will learn to become more talented at _what you do. That’s why when you fail you can go back and tries to fix WHAT YOU DID. NOW I believe that everybody should get a 2nd chance. So that they can change and I think that if you fail at something that you should go back and really look at what you did to fail and then go back and change it. I will start with something new I think that people when failing at something they should go back and to try to fix it. Something I also think should happen is to make it better and to go farther out of there way to succeed in what they are doing and to become something better then they already wear. I think that in many cases people just give up and do not care any more about what they are doing. in time to try again and to not just give up every thing on something. so this in many cases is what I think about this. so in many times if this is not good I will have to change it so like I said fail try again so this is it.
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